You have sustained me since my birth, yet I despised you all along.

You gave me fuel when I had none left, yet I ignored you.

You gave me life, and I fed you junk.

You recovered from every abuse, yet I kept on and was oblivious to the pain I caused you.

Occasionally you were rebellious and stood your ground; I yielded for brief periods of time before I continued my misbehavior.

Only now I realize the suffering I inflicted upon you, my most precious asset in life.

Only now I realize that you were my home and I never cared for you.

Only now I realize that my hate and anger was doing us both harm beyond imagination.

Full of regrets, I realize the period of healing has now begun.

Time has come to change and demonstrate my appreciation, care, and love for you.

Time has come to love you and care for you as you are the most important and precious friend in my life.

You, my dear host, are the only thing that will stay with me until the day I die.

And therefore, my dear and precious body, I will hate no more.

I will accept and love you with all your flaws and imperfections.

I will feed you food for the soul and I will care for you the way you deserve to be cared for.

I will care and love you every single day so you can flourish every step of the way.

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